To be honest, not really feeling like writing. I'm in pain.
Not been feeling the best of myself for almost a week, all my energy and happiness seems that have been drained from my body. I think I've told this too many times, but I hate these hormones and they are taking the best of me. But I know this is for a greater good.
Although I'm feeling like that, I don't want to sink to it. I make myself get up, get dressed, go out, even if it's just for a walk - I refuse to drown on this mood changes. Some days it's harder than the others as it feels like there's no purpose. Really think that UK horrible cloudy weather doesn't help with feeling down.
But I'm ok.
I still get to be in the comfort of my own place, have food and drink on my table, have friends and family around me and feel so much love from so many people every single day.
So if you're having a horrible day, or a horrible week, just think that - eventually - it will all pass. Be thankful and grateful for all the things that you have around you and the people that walk by your side.
Bad things don't last forever, they just make us stronger for the next challenge in life. So... "Get Up, Dress Up, Show Up and Never Give Up" - even when you don't feel like it.
Something that made me smile yesterday was certainly be surrounded by the right kind of people. Despite the fact they've only known me for two months, my lovely work colleagues sent me a great surprise to make me feel supported and loved. For that I felt so grateful to know such nice people. You are amazing, thank you 💗
Fertility update: Ovaries are now causing me pain. I can definitely point out where they "live". Yesterday I started feeling the aches and thought to myself it could be normal, but M made me call the out of hours nurse. She said it's normal, and the scan this morning showed that it's painful because the follicles are using a lot of my lower abdomen space making me feel very bloated as well.
It's a good sign, means that they are doing what it's suppose to do but it's very uncomfortable and the fact that it hurts every time I cough or sit down - basically when intrabdominal pressure is increased - I honestly hope the harvesting is on Monday. Fingers crossed.
Ps. Pretty long text for the one that didn't feel like writing. 😅 oh well...
P.x
Not been feeling the best of myself for almost a week, all my energy and happiness seems that have been drained from my body. I think I've told this too many times, but I hate these hormones and they are taking the best of me. But I know this is for a greater good.
Although I'm feeling like that, I don't want to sink to it. I make myself get up, get dressed, go out, even if it's just for a walk - I refuse to drown on this mood changes. Some days it's harder than the others as it feels like there's no purpose. Really think that UK horrible cloudy weather doesn't help with feeling down.
But I'm ok.
I still get to be in the comfort of my own place, have food and drink on my table, have friends and family around me and feel so much love from so many people every single day.
So if you're having a horrible day, or a horrible week, just think that - eventually - it will all pass. Be thankful and grateful for all the things that you have around you and the people that walk by your side.
Bad things don't last forever, they just make us stronger for the next challenge in life. So... "Get Up, Dress Up, Show Up and Never Give Up" - even when you don't feel like it.
Something that made me smile yesterday was certainly be surrounded by the right kind of people. Despite the fact they've only known me for two months, my lovely work colleagues sent me a great surprise to make me feel supported and loved. For that I felt so grateful to know such nice people. You are amazing, thank you 💗
It's a good sign, means that they are doing what it's suppose to do but it's very uncomfortable and the fact that it hurts every time I cough or sit down - basically when intrabdominal pressure is increased - I honestly hope the harvesting is on Monday. Fingers crossed.
Ps. Pretty long text for the one that didn't feel like writing. 😅 oh well...
"Some days are better, some days are worse. Look for the blessing instead of the curse. Be positive, stay strong, and get enough rest. You can't do it all, but you can do your best."
P.x
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