Don't tell me that rainbows are over, unicorns don't exist, candy floss has melted and mermaids only live in fairy tales.
Don't make me stop dreaming pink. Don't take away my smile. Don't take away my happiness.
Why are you here? Why are you in my life? Even if you wanted to take all those things from me, I wouldn't let you!
My life will always have smiles, happiness, rainbows, mermaids and unicorns eating candy floss. Because I can, and because I want to dream in pink and green and blue and you won't destroy my dreams. As long as I stand you won't take any of this from me, and believe me, I can take a lot of shit from you!
Today was the first change day!
I've got UNICORN HAIR!!! And I'm loving it!
I would never have tried to do this in a normal situation because my hair is so thin and sensitive that bleaching it means that it will get really dry and horrible. But in this very specific situation, I can! (they said because I've got cancer I can do whatever I want, so I'm only doing as I'm told) In a few weeks, just before chemo I'll get it cut shorter so I won't have to deal with dry horrible hair.
Thank you to all my friends and family that supported me on this decision, even if you think I'm crazy.
And, Thank you to the 5 beautiful girls that made my unicorn hair possible (L, R, C, J, L) and were as excited as me.
Ps: Always believe in unicorns, the mermaids told me they exist!
P.x
Don't make me stop dreaming pink. Don't take away my smile. Don't take away my happiness.
Why are you here? Why are you in my life? Even if you wanted to take all those things from me, I wouldn't let you!
My life will always have smiles, happiness, rainbows, mermaids and unicorns eating candy floss. Because I can, and because I want to dream in pink and green and blue and you won't destroy my dreams. As long as I stand you won't take any of this from me, and believe me, I can take a lot of shit from you!
Today was the first change day!
I've got UNICORN HAIR!!! And I'm loving it!
I would never have tried to do this in a normal situation because my hair is so thin and sensitive that bleaching it means that it will get really dry and horrible. But in this very specific situation, I can! (they said because I've got cancer I can do whatever I want, so I'm only doing as I'm told) In a few weeks, just before chemo I'll get it cut shorter so I won't have to deal with dry horrible hair.
Thank you to all my friends and family that supported me on this decision, even if you think I'm crazy.
And, Thank you to the 5 beautiful girls that made my unicorn hair possible (L, R, C, J, L) and were as excited as me.
Ps: Always believe in unicorns, the mermaids told me they exist!
"When someone else doesn't believe in you or your dreams, remember it's about them, not you"
P.x
Your hair looks amazing
ReplyDeleteWhat a fantastic idea
I have a small insight into how you are feeling
I had breast cancer 4 years ago
My mum was diagnosed in February
I hope writing this blog helps you to deal with the full range of emotions that this diagnosis brings
You sound like you have good support which you will need, use them to help in any way they can x
Thank you Sarah =)
DeleteI'm sorry that you (and now your mum) had to go through this. Unfortunately it happens to more people than we can imagine. I hope your mum (and you) soon finds herself out of this hell, I'm sending all my positive energy to both of you.
Writing this blog certainly helps me go to bed with a clear mind every night and it's inspiring people and making them check themselves and that's all I ask for. I feel like that might be my purpose.
We do have a good support, and I have no more words to thank every single one of them. I will be forever grateful. x