Today I don't feel like writing.
Don't feel like talking.
Don't feel like eating. M is making the effort for me and making me react to life.
Just want to dig a hole and bury my head in the dark and stay there until this is all over.
And it's not even started yet.
But I do know that sometimes is ok not to be ok.
She said I was being very strong today. Didn't felt like it. Just because I didn't cry, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt to know my lymphnodes are involved.
Don't feel like talking.
Don't feel like eating. M is making the effort for me and making me react to life.
Just want to dig a hole and bury my head in the dark and stay there until this is all over.
And it's not even started yet.
But I do know that sometimes is ok not to be ok.
She said I was being very strong today. Didn't felt like it. Just because I didn't cry, it doesn't mean it doesn't hurt to know my lymphnodes are involved.
P.x
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