Looking for Different Options

We've been having a relatively good weekend enjoying each others company and friends before the wave of surgical interventions and chemo start.

Up until now.

Breakdown again. After I've made my mind of when and where to cut my hair, came to my knowledge that the person is on holiday so won't be able to do my hair until the 15th - and that's exactly when my chemo starts. Because I want to cut it short before I start, I'm now back to square one and need to choose a new hairdresser.

If any of you know a good one that will be patient enough and does it at home or does home visits, please let me know - I want to avoid public hairdressers in case I cry.

I know it's stupid to cry knowing that there's hundreds of hairdressers I could go to, but because it was my plan and I set my mind to it - and the hormones don't help - my emotions took the power over me, felt my disappointment and poor M had to deal - once again - with my tears. (It didn't last long because he always makes me smile through my irrational moments) 

Tomorrow is the first ultrasound to see if my ovaries are behaving... We hope so.

Ps. I've been having pretty bad mood swings and sometimes don't feel like talking or writing, so I might only post every couple of days if I don't feel up to it.

P.x